8.28.2010

here are some things that have been on my mind lately...

  • summer is winding down and i am having a hard time containing my excitement for fall. it is my favorite season and i love nothing more than getting the house cozy with candles burning that smell like fall.
  • i love married life. it is so awesome to spend all your time with your best friend. and to have someone to come home to everynight and wake up next to everyday. and it's even better that i get to have him forever.
  • i feel like martha stewart lives in my head. i have this obsessive need for everything to be "just so" and perfect, but i can't seem to get my act together to actually have everything done the way it needs to be. but when things are in order, it's oh so delicious.
  • i am baby hungry. like crazy baby hungry. last year at this time, i was still terrified at the idea of having kids. but now, i can't get them off my mind. weird.
  • i love living in utah. steve and i went to denver over the summer. it's an awesome city, but it made me realize how much i really do like it here. nature is so in your face here and i love that.
  • i think i have the cutest stinking dogs in the world. they really make me so happy. sometimes i think they are even better than kids because they can't talk back.
  • i love my life. it's so far from perfect, but i savor every moment of it. it's way better than i ever thought life could be. and i thought life could be really great.
  • someday, i hope to make more money, so then life will be even better than it is now.
  • during this time of year, i wish i was a forever student in school because i love buying back to school supplies.
  • i used to want to be a teacher before i wanted to be a nurse, and during this time of year, i always wish i was a teacher so i could have my own classroom and supplies for all my students.
  • i am beginning to realize i am way more neurotic than i ever thought i was.
  • i have this overwhelming need to take care of people. maybe it's the baby hungry thing acting out.
  • i think my husband has a love/hate relationship with the above statement.
  • my husband wants kids, but he wants them when they are old enough to do chores.
  • i secretly laugh inside at how he will be with a newborn.
  • but then i get sad because i realize i will be the one getting up in the middle of the night with a kid. and i love to sleep. then i get scared to be a parent. but then i see a baby walk by and i am baby hungry again. seriously folks, it's ridiculous.
  • then i start thinking about funding children and i realize that i really need to make more money, like NOW.
  • i am itching for a getaway. maybe to california. i miss it there sometimes.
  • the hubs and i love to travel and have so many places we want to go. i really hope after kiddos come along that we can remember to take trips and spend time with each other.
  • i never believed in soul mates, but i am pretty sure there isn't a person on this earth i could get along with better with than the mr. he is the coolest man alive.
  • i think ikea is the greatest store ever created.
  • i have so many blessings in my life it's ridiculous. but i am grateful for them all.

HAPPY END OF SUMMER. BRING ON THE FALL!

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